TUMPAS

kelam kelibut kelibat bakti,

sayang serabut seribu erti.

FAST FORWARD

I am stuck with my life. 

Shit ass workload. Lonely nights. Clueless walks. 

I don't even know what I have done. Or what should I have done. 

I currently have no friend, no one to share my thoughts. I am alone. All alone. 

What wrongs have I done? 

Is following my heart is wrong? Is being afraid to get hurt is wrong? Is being myself is wrong?

MALAM SELASA

Krannnggg.

Jatuh gelas dari kaunter dapur. Aku terjaga. Sialan kucing.

Terjaga. Mamai. Pandang kiri kanan cari jam. Baru pukul 2.45 pagi. Aku masih berpakaian balik kerja, lengkap berstoking.

Penat kerja sampai tertido terus.

Sampai bila nak penat terbarai macamni ?