TUMPAS

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FAST FORWARD

I am stuck with my life. 

Shit ass workload. Lonely nights. Clueless walks. 

I don't even know what I have done. Or what should I have done. 

I currently have no friend, no one to share my thoughts. I am alone. All alone. 

What wrongs have I done? 

Is following my heart is wrong? Is being afraid to get hurt is wrong? Is being myself is wrong?

MALAM SELASA

Krannnggg.

Jatuh gelas dari kaunter dapur. Aku terjaga. Sialan kucing.

Terjaga. Mamai. Pandang kiri kanan cari jam. Baru pukul 2.45 pagi. Aku masih berpakaian balik kerja, lengkap berstoking.

Penat kerja sampai tertido terus.

Sampai bila nak penat terbarai macamni ?

SMILE AND SALUTE.

Life will never give what we want.

I want pink hair. Shocking pink, really shocking pink indeed. the farthest I went was only DIY bleach bangs. 

I want to have tattoos. I want to wear my studs freely. I want to wear dresses and skirts. I want to have killer bodies. I want a lot of things. 

However life is brilliant. She will only let us have one thing at a time. Mostly what we need, not what we want. :)

THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER

Its has been forever since I posted anything. The world has turned around few times, and it turns really good.

Simplify the story, currently I am working a retail position with a decent income. Able to survive. Somehow I lost the luck in relationship. Nahhhh, all is good. Just don't push the luck coming in.

Since the last post which was in May, I have gone through a lot of things. I have met people, good ones and bad one. For the first time in my life, i am being used. Luckily I do realized the game played early. Love is dangerous dear young people. Don;t you ever blindly follow your heart. HAHA.

It is now the time to wake up and see the rainbow after the rain. :3